today

I need answers

[ recount of erything post hsc goes here ]

hope eryone’s been takin it easy & that the everyday superheroes are savin yo ass
when you need help
else us ordinary people can try

you know
I’ve heard lots of things bout fort st
but what andrew from the chaser’s said today was… new
“Isn’t that the school where all the teachers are stoners?”

haha

I like how he said the teachers.

anyway,
SCHOOLIES.

then,
responsibilities.

after,
a month of freedom
while my sis jets off to korea for an internship at the korean herald
incl. the mum
& also the dad?

congrats to her smart ass
interesting.

take care now

But he’s naughty.

xo
anna

damn i’ve hardly had to check a calendar til now
but i think we’ve all been packing erything in

since we’re free

but now, cos erything’s $

we all gotta work our asses off again
haha

FUN.

but that’s post hsc
full of ups & downs.

so where’s eryone been at?

ana’s list:
shopping
thai
& fireworks the shining
thank you for smoking
memento
korean bbq & k
flaming sambucca on my shoe
almost sleeping
sunrise
lazer tag
typing
oxford st
damn driving!
broadway
burwood
sexy red shoes
rainy day
drive-in
a good year
crank
pins & needles
sleeptalk
signout
tara’s 18th spiked punch
sofa of love
harry’s
blisters
cold
skippin/crippin
sssnake
crash
garden state
pasta
mango chardonnay
bush
moves
bottle spinnin
flash
kebabless
vocal workouts
retail therapy
FORMAL
meriton
manly
child porn!
burns
timing
kura
tim tam icecream chaser’s
benson’s 18th

so,
here’s a thought for today:
is it possible to think without words?

& is it possible to think about a feeling without words?

confused yet?

anyway
have fun
& take care

it can’t all be about
getting drunk
getting high
spending big
or
travelling away
& doing it all again

…can it?

then, there’s that job we all need.

no wonder we’re feelin too busy.

hope to bump into eryone sometime

four times
it’s okay.
outside the bubble
it’s harder to see.

xo
anna

DONE.

FULLSTOP.

…now what?
time to catch up
& fix erything.

damn straight.

& GET A JOB.

I keep giving away my money to hobos lately $

oh
& WORK OUT.

maybe if i put it in caps
it’ll be encouraging?

…but these long walks will do fo now
let’s jus take a moment

&

breathe.

xo
anna
(is too scared sometimes..)

I hope that you have been thinking of me
The way that I have been thinking of you

xo
anna

The secret is to just keep moving.

xo
anna

it’s funny how people find things out.

it’s funny how people always want to know more,
but once they know
they don’t know what to say
or don’t care.

so you wonder,
why tell them?

quiet’s nice.

okay

anyway

in the middle of a happy bday call to richard today
chas from chaser’s walked right past me
through the ticket gates
& down the stairs of my platform

…it’s the lil things that excite me
HAPPY BIRRTHDAY to RICHARD & CATHY
hope you guys get lucky at starcity
wooo free birthday $

lucky ones.

i forgot on mine
how many new things can you do when you’re 18 anyway?

there’s not much that really makes you feel 18
since everyone does it all before anyway

ciggies
drinks
lottery tix
porn
gambling
hotels
clubs
pubs
& so on

oh ‘cept voting
which we all love to do
lookin at australia’s choices

hmm
sky diving?

i remember gracee & i planned that fo the future

i’m still up for a skydiving 18th
haha
somebody did that fo their 17th..
damn rich private schools
so,
prices start from around $325 fo individuals
& lower as you add to the group

aight
it’s tandem
but still.

join me?
i mean
JOIN ME

later,
how bout visitin south africa
to try out the highest bungee jump in the world
called the Bloukrans Bridge Bungi Jump

160 metres
adrreeenaline!

i wonder how you train to BASE jump?

okay
getting carried away.

stay safe

xo
anna

so,
it’s been a while.
how’s life?

do you ever reach a point
where you have so much to say
that you can’t put anything into words?

has so much happened
that you feel tired remembering it all?

…jus feelin’ a bit tired
the to do list is growin & growin
parties, formals, schoolies, overseas
KA CHING$

hehe

i’ve realised
how pointless this blog’s gettin.

there’s so many gaps
& vague thoughts
& it’s missin chapters
of tears & laughs

& thing’s that aint really special
haha
too damn dramatic.

issues always pick the worst time to pop up huh?
but all things fade in time & me? stop smiling?
crrrazy.

so there’s not many who read this anymore
..right?

i guess
some know what’s been up.

anyway
tell me your story sometime i’m always up to listen

& maybe we’ll swap some

xo
anna

edit:
or there’s always option C
(almost)
time to party hard boys & grls