today

life is so random
grr.

it’s 830pm & i’m comin back from a nice long band prac & dinner
i stare outta the window of the train
just lost in my own thoughts & lookin out as the train pulls into another station

suddenly

BAAMM

a guy kicks at the window in my face.

lol

thanks
don’t leave me with a silent heart attack or anythin you know

think my voice is goone =)

Hm.

Today, I talked to a few diff people about the future
uni, careers, dreams blah
since it’s gettin closer
but yea

I think I’m gonna try for International Studies
& travel away for a year
try to join a NGO
learn
do something useful for a change =)

tell you what sucks?
these days, if you’re artistic…
cos it’s so damn hard to live off your art
whether its music, art or drama etc
unless you’re 100% dedicated
your art ends up becoming a side project in life

but then again
I know some pretty damn talented people.
just hope it works out for them
artists, musicians, actors, actresses…

who knows?

damn.
I thought by this stage I’d outgrow stupid dreams & think realistically.
Office job! woooo

some people try to encourage me to go further with singing.
but,
nah

it’s not like my grandma’s time
when she could run away & join a travelling troupe
& sing to make a living

Wanted to be a singer ever since I can remember
but what can you do..
esp. if you let it turn out this way.

singing in clubs one day?

$$
for some ching ching please

haha

I wonder where we’re all gonna end up?
What do people wanna do?

anyway,
steve vamos tomorrow

HOW EXCITING
wonder if anyone will end up gettin as far as he did one day?

well,
keep in touch

xo
anna